001 I really missed you this year, talking to you and seeing you every day.
002 when I read that letter I cried. I wanted to be with you so much and take care of you and tell you it would be ok
003 to you as well, both the above apply. I know this year has been hard. please still see the good side of life, I love you happy.
004 I'm really going to miss you being my neighbour! Can't wait to see you when you come visit in October, I'll come see you one day
005 one day I hope I can show you how much I appreciate everything you've done for me
006 I hope everything turns out ok, not just because it affects me but because I want you to be happy
007 I don't want you to want to pass for me, I want you to do it for yourself.
008 Why do you never want to talk to me or see me?
009 I wish I hadn't branched off from you guys in first semester, it makes me sad that I am not part of your group anymore.
010 You make a big deal out of being tolerant, but you're so prejudiced against private schools and you refused to read the narnia books because they have a christian message and things like that. It makes me so angry at you sometimes
011 I've never met you but you mean a lot to me and have helped me, thank-you
012 I hope that being in different flats doesn't mean I don't see you anyore
009 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF.
001 I cry a lot and I don't know why, it seems to be my body's way of annoying me
002 I'm actually happy having a small group of friends, I like being close to people and understanding them. Lots of unconnected friends make me feel overwhelmed and confused and it's difficult to balance. Lots of people don't understand this
003 I'm really scared of the sea because there are so many thing in it that I can't see and I hate feeling things without knowing what they are
004 I stole this formatting off mel :p
005 I love Edinburgh but I still think of Devon as my home and my best friends are still my home friends
006 I'm trying to work out if ^ is a bad thing, I guess I find it hard to leave things behind. I don't want to lose people who are important to me.
007 I am trying to be less self-conscious and more confident, I think uni has helped
008 I want another pet
009 I am very affected by music, yiruma makes me cry
008 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART.
001 food <3
002 be fun to be with
003 be a little crazy
004 be open minded
005 be up for a little loving teasing
006 accept my weirdness
007 unasked for random gestures
008 bake me stuff
007 THINGS THAT CROSS MY MIND A LOT.
001 random waves of nothing
002 food
003 people I love
004 things I should be doing
005 randomness
006 quotes and stories
007 stuff I want
006 I DO BEFORE I FALL ASLEEP.
001 brush my teeth
002 wash
003 snuggle into manny/ my duvet
004 read
005 do a little dance
006 close my eyes
005 PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT.
001 my family
002 home friends
003 uni friends
004 stuart
005 lots of people :)
004 THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW.
001 jeans
002 slippers :D
003 top
004 elephant necklace
003 SONGS I LISTEN TO OFTEN.
001 River Flows in You- Yiruma
002 argh I donno I listen to lots of songs
003
002 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE.
001 feel I've accomplished something, whether it be raising a family or career related
002 have made someone happy
001 CONFESSION.
001 right now my brain is frazzled, ask me later
- Mood:
contemplative
These are of my room:
which, as you can see, is very exciting.
this is the view from my window of an amazing musical construction site:
but this is what more lucky people get to see every morning:
ooh, and these are the five flights of stairs I climb up to get to my room at 3 in the morning:
we also took some photos at breakfast for you (not very exciting ones cos I was in a hurry and on a different table lol)
(ok wrong way round)
I'd like you to know that the guy in the white shirt and glasses is called Nick and is very strange because he went to breakfast at 8:30 despite having NO LECTURES all day..
horrible photo :(ok and THIS is the COOLEST thing in the ENTIRE university:
it's on a conveyor belt!! It's so cool cos you put your trays on it and it moves <3oh, and this is my house in Pollock:
woop woopHenywaaaaay, had my first lecture for Philosophy this morning which was mainly just a thoroughly exciting introduction during which I almost fell asleep. I have Spanish and French tomorrow wooooooooooooo xxxxxxxxxxxx
oh dear another quiz.... sozzles
1.Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with?
hmm no idea
2. Where was the last place you went out to eat?
Ziziiiiis
3.What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?
ciderrr
4.Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?
eyes
5.Medicine, fine arts, or law?
law, studying not in practise. Lawyers do some pretty nasty things.
6.Best kind of pizza?
Simple, lots of tomato, enough cheese, lots of herbs, pepper
7.Is your bedroom window open?
That may be why it's cold...
8.What is in store for your future?
nooooo i don't knooooooow
9.Who was the last band you saw live?
I cannae remember, The Wombats? wow that was a while ago.. I was meant to see the kooks but couldn't fucking get there. Waste of my money
10.Do you take care of your friends while they are sick?
I'd like to say yes.. but they're either at home or I am the sick one/ far away and unaware that they keep on throwing up in all the sinks
11.What is your favorite non alcoholic drink?
Water
12.How many songs are on your iTunes?
I don't have itunes, and I lost half my music the day Chungwa died
13.When was the last time you purchased something over 100?
Je n'ai aucune idée
14.Where is the last place you drove to?
Sophie's... not alone. Still have to be with someone dammit.
15.Are you experienced?
in what? Silly question
16.Any historical figures that you envy?
not really, most of the nice ones died of horrible diseases/ young/ were shot
17.What brand of digital camera do you own?
Olympus?
18.When was the last time you got a good workout?
Bahaha I don't work out.. I go for civilised walks like a sane person
19.If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
Jeans shopping is helllll and we don't have a Levi's in Exeter.. they always fit
20.Where did your last kiss take place?
I just kissed my cat.. does that count?
21.What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Monday night?
zzzzzzzzzz
22.Are you a quitter?
Unfortunately I am, not on people though. Never on friends
23.Who was the last person you had in your house?
Kara
24.Can you speak another language?
Not fluently :(
25.How about you put your legs behind your head?
I'm very inflexible
26.When was the last time you went dancing while under the influence?
A while ago.. I have to be very under the influence.. and the last time I was under the influence was 20th March oh dear I'm so sad
27.Nickname?
Annie, Annabelle, Fairy feet, niinii, panini, anniebananie, peawea, trouble, bags.
28.Describe what you are wearing in detail?
a strap top, bra, jeans, belt, slippers, pants, earrings, mon necklace, watch, reading band, belly bar... enough? skin
29.What do you think about people who party a lot?
whatever floats your boat.. i sleep a lot
30.Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
yes
31.Are you one of those people who obsesses over Hollister?
over what now?
32.What was the last CD you purchased?
pretty odd.. a few weeks back
33.What are two bands or singers that you will alwys love?
Maximo Park.. Vienna Teng..
34.What of the seven deadly sins are you guilty of?
Envy big time, Gluttony, Wrath, Sloth not Pride or Lust and probs not Greed
35.Did you just have to google the seven deadly sins to see what they were?
Nope, I'm a hard core fma fan :D
36.Where is your favorite place to get coffee?
nowheeeeeere coffee is not good
37.Have you ever been offered a job?
Yep
38.Have you ever stolen anything off of a road?
donno actually
39.When was the last time you dyed your hair?
never
40.Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
pater
41.Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
nope
42.Miss someone?
yes :(
43.How is your last ex doing?
thinking about his non existence
44.Is there someone you want to fight?
hahaha
- Mood:
drunk
- Location:boringville
- Mood:
blank - Music:loud bahaha
News?:
I HAVE A CAR!!!
I think you all knew that already.......
and happy Panic!'s new album listening to Alex and Lu xx
- Mood:
cheerful
I wish I could drive so much right now because I just wanna go somewhere and do something totally unplanned, I want to drive to a random place on the moor and run around, or go to Cornwall, or turn up at someone's house because I feel so kinda random and good lol (< crap explanation)
Maybe it's just the music that Q radio is playing, or the fact that it is sunny outside and all our windows are open and it feels like summer :D I want it to be summer!!!! Just been looking at photos and listening to summery music and even though I have loads of work I feel suddenly as if there are no restrictions on what we can do.
Do me a favour and during the next couple of days or so do something that makes you feel really happy, or reminds you of something amazing- bake a cake, listen to an album you used to love, look through photos, watch a film that you love but haven't seen in ages- anything that reminds you of who you are.
And Soph and Mel, I do want to come to Japan with you- completely and utterly- not just because we've always wanted to go, but cos we can go together and have fun :D
Haha what happened to the recently relaxed, lazy me? Throw her out the window I feel completely crazy and unbound
Oh dear you do not need to read this lol XD
- Location:crazy town
- Mood: ecstatic
- Music:Q radio
...because Izzy and Iona had a quiz war on myspace, and I ONLY DID ONE OF THEM!! woooooo (there were 5~ lol)
- Mood: crazy
- Music:Going Missing- Maximo Park
Hmm.. well
Yes..
Yeah so I got a phone call from my boss about an hour ago, they're leaving the pub before Easter so I will no longer have a job. It was a bit weird actually cos even though I was gonna stop after Easter anyway I felt really sad :( cos even though they're a bit weird they are nice and have never actually fired me (though I expect that they couldn't fire me cos of my dad lol). That and they put up with me even when I was too scared to talk to them/ their children/ the customers/ other employees excepting Iona and when I couldn't wait tables to save my life so they just told me to chop carrots XD so I guess I could thank them for a lot of things really, except for the times when they didn't feed me any chips so I starved lol
But yeah in two months or so the chapter of my life that involved working there will be over :( sad eh? I'll kinda miss it, but at least I no longer have to work up the courage to tell them I wanted to quit (lol we even guessed that I would never find it in my heart to tell them so I'd still be working there til the end of August XD ) but on the bright side I will have FREE WEEKENDS!!!
Henyways, other than that (and this damn Spanish coursework that I have to plan/ write one day) life is going pretty good :D just finished "One Hundred Years of Solitude" which was such a good book! I have so many to read though lol and just started on Alice Sebold's new book, which so far is nowhere near as good as "The Lovely Bones".... dammit.
Haha the info about my reading habits was not very interesting for you sorry XD
Ooh and I finished my English :) and thus ends a very stressful few months lol finally
Now I just need an offer or two, anyone wanna offer me a place?
xxxxx
- Mood: complacent
- Music:Grace Kelly
Hmm.. sorry about all these quizzles that I keep doing, I have no life you see and just fill em out whenever
- Mood: ditzy
- Mood: tired
- Music:randoms
Allo allo how is every one??
Happy belated Christmas!!
OOH AND LUCY THANK-YOU FOR MY PRESENT *hugs*
- Mood: cheerful
1. give me your number?
2. let me hug you anytime I wanted to?
3. let me kiss you?
4. watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. let me take you out to dinner?
6. drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. take a shower with me?
8. have a fling with me?
9. listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
10. buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
11. take me home for the night?
12. let me sleep in your bed?
13. sing karaoke w/ me?
14. sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
15. re-post this for me to answer your questions?
16. come pick me up at 3am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
17. Do you think i'm cute or hot?
18. Do you like my style?
19. Do you think I'm funny?
20. cry if I died?
21. dance with me?
22. sing happy birthday to me?
23. take advantage of me if I was drunk?
24. strip for me?
25. love me?
- Mood: sleepy
Break the ice break the ice –nerves thrown at ice- -ice shatters under bulk of nervous nerves- -interviewers throw the crazy child out the room-
And that is how I shall break the ice at my interview XD…
I thought I'd write another of these, the last one wasn't really right or anything like that
"Someone told me once, that she believed we make life hard for ourselves by keeping things bottled up inside. Whether it be due to shame, embarrassment, fear, pride or some other emotion we don't share the things that are on our hearts like we should. We wallow in them and never realize that everyone else feels the same way. Our conflicts, our dreams, and the things that make us who we are should be free to be spoken out loud." http://liliy.deviantart.com/journal/1513
- Location:home
- Mood:
confused - Music:Samson
I actually can't move I ate so much, seriously. and after the endless food an overexcited Cindy made us all go out and play baseball o____o and I ran and felt ohso sick XD all us English people agreed that baseball is a silly game and started playing rounders and it became an all out war at some stage. I was SO PROUD because I hit it really well FOUR TIMES and they said it didn't count because it went slightly to the left x__x I almost cried lol.. silly Americans lol. We didn't stay for the indoor games because dad said I had too much work.. which is true but he was making it up because he doesn't know that I have work!
Twas fun though, but I may never eat again.. for a few hours at least
AH AH AH!! we found out what Tom is doing!! Turns out he's been lying to us for five months- he and his friend have set up a cocktail/ sushi bar in Buenos Aires which is so random and cool! But he won't be home for Christmas :( :( and I may not see him unless I visit him in the summer and gorge on Pina Coladas and sushi :D I LOVE PINA COLADAS!!!!!!! ahaa sorry overexcited memories of Paris nyeh
I need something to occupy myself with other than refreshing UCAS a hundred times a second.. I want an offer from somewhere and I still haven't heard back from anyone x__x It's been way over a month now :( :( :( :( I want an offer, what happens if you don't get any??????
Oooh Mika on Thursday *dances*
- Location:the moon
- Mood: and dead
- Music:Across the Universe
Henyway must feed the quiz addiction:
- Location:spare room
- Mood: drained
- Music:Mad World
yeah, it's all rainy and scheiz :( I miss summer!!!
..but then again it rained then too......
Henyway completely pointless I am bored :0 and have just eaten the second to last yoghurt in the fridge *cries* I love yoghurt but we never have them :( so there will soon come a moment when I am extremely happy and then very depressed because I am eating the last yoghurt, but then it will be finished!!
Hm you did not want to know that did you? Well tough, think of what my poor diary has to put up with and count yourselves lucky.
Ha I finally did some wider reading, about five minutes' worth before dying of boredom/ death etc and giving up, it was a result of the realization that I have to write my English coursework pretty soon... oops. It was also revealed today that the only reason I have not heard from any of my unis is that at least three of the ones to which I am applying don't look at applications til January which explains a lot haha... damn them! It came to light when sitting in the study centre listening to Susie complain that a week after sending hers off she only had ONE offer wawa aaah I almost died XD buuuuuuuuuut never mind.....
Yah so I actually may stop blabbing now... someone come online please!!
I think I need to get a life.. or do some work :D
ADDITION: oh my God my journal entries have CHUNGWAS next to them!!!!!- Location:home
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Breaking the Habit, Linkin Park
Well it appears I actually joined this site last year, hence the rather outdated username.. but at least I have an account!
When I get home I am definitely changing the picture o__O
Henyways hey all
- Mood: crazy
- Music:study centre
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