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I really missed you this year, talking to you and seeing you every day.
002 when I read that letter I cried. I wanted to be with you so much and take care of you and tell you it would be ok
003 to you as well, both the above apply. I know this year has been hard. please still see the good side of life, I love you happy.
004 I'm really going to miss you being my neighbour! Can't wait to see you when you come visit in October, I'll come see you one day
005 one day I hope I can show you how much I appreciate everything you've done for me
006 I hope everything turns out ok, not just because it affects me but because I want you to be happy
007 I don't want you to want to pass for me, I want you to do it for yourself.
008 Why do you never want to talk to me or see me?
009 I wish I hadn't branched off from you guys in first semester, it makes me sad that I am not part of your group anymore.
010 You make a big deal out of being tolerant, but you're so prejudiced against private schools and you refused to read the narnia books because they have a christian message and things like that. It makes me so angry at you sometimes
011 I've never met you but you mean a lot to me and have helped me, thank-you
012 I hope that being in different flats doesn't mean I don't see you anyore


I cry a lot and I don't know why, it seems to be my body's way of annoying me
002 I'm actually happy having a small group of friends, I like being close to people and understanding them. Lots of unconnected friends make me feel overwhelmed and confused and it's difficult to balance. Lots of people don't understand this
003 I'm really scared of the sea because there are so many thing in it that I can't see and I hate feeling things without knowing what they are
004 I stole this formatting off mel :p
005 I love Edinburgh but I still think of Devon as my home and my best friends are still my home friends
006 I'm trying to work out if ^ is a bad thing, I guess I find it hard to leave things behind. I don't want to lose people who are important to me.
007 I am trying to be less self-conscious and more confident, I think uni has helped
008 I want another pet
009 I am very affected by music, yiruma makes me cry


food <3
002 be fun to be with
003 be a little crazy
004 be open minded
005 be up for a little loving teasing
006 accept my weirdness
007 unasked for random gestures
008 bake me stuff


random waves of nothing
002 food
003 people I love
004 things I should be doing
005 randomness
006 quotes and stories
007 stuff I want


brush my teeth
002 wash
003 snuggle into manny/ my duvet
004 read
005 do a little dance
006 close my eyes


my family
002 home friends
003 uni friends
004 stuart
005 lots of people :)


002 slippers :D
003 top
004 elephant necklace


River Flows in You- Yiruma
002 argh I donno I listen to lots of songs


feel I've accomplished something, whether it be raising a family or career related
002 have made someone happy


right now my brain is frazzled, ask me later


Pics for Smellington (and anyone else)

Well smelly here are the pics you requested :)

These are of my room:

which, as you can see, is very exciting.

this is the view from my window of an amazing musical construction site:

 but this is what more lucky people get to see every morning:

ooh, and these are the five flights of stairs I climb up to get to my room at 3 in the morning:

we also took some photos at breakfast for you (not very exciting ones cos I was in a hurry and on a different table lol)
(ok wrong way round)I'd like you to know that the guy in the white shirt and glasses is called Nick and is very strange because he went to breakfast at 8:30 despite having NO LECTURES all day..
horrible photo :(

ok and THIS is the COOLEST thing in the ENTIRE university:
it's on a conveyor belt!! It's so cool cos you put your trays on it and it moves <3

oh, and this is my house in Pollock:
woop woop

Henywaaaaay, had my first lecture for Philosophy this morning which was mainly just a thoroughly exciting introduction during which I almost fell asleep. I have Spanish and French tomorrow wooooooooooooo xxxxxxxxxxxx

Lollipops and apple legs

oh dear another quiz.... sozzles

1.Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with?
hmm no idea

2. Where was the last place you went out to eat?

3.What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?

4.Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?

5.Medicine, fine arts, or law?
law, studying not in practise. Lawyers do some pretty nasty things.

6.Best kind of pizza?
Simple, lots of tomato, enough cheese, lots of herbs, pepper

7.Is your bedroom window open?
That may be why it's cold...

8.What is in store for your future?
nooooo i don't knooooooow

9.Who was the last band you saw live?
I cannae remember, The Wombats? wow that was a while ago.. I was meant to see the kooks but couldn't fucking get there. Waste of my money

10.Do you take care of your friends while they are sick?
I'd like to say yes.. but they're either at home or I am the sick one/ far away and unaware that they keep on throwing up in all the sinks

11.What is your favorite non alcoholic drink?

12.How many songs are on your iTunes?
I don't have itunes, and I lost half my music the day Chungwa died

13.When was the last time you purchased something over 100?
Je n'ai aucune idée

14.Where is the last place you drove to?
Sophie's... not alone. Still have to be with someone dammit.

15.Are you experienced?
in what? Silly question

16.Any historical figures that you envy?
not really, most of the nice ones died of horrible diseases/ young/ were shot

17.What brand of digital camera do you own?

18.When was the last time you got a good workout?
Bahaha I don't work out.. I go for civilised walks like a sane person

19.If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
Jeans shopping is helllll and we don't have a Levi's in Exeter.. they always fit

20.Where did your last kiss take place?
I just kissed my cat.. does that count?

21.What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Monday night?

22.Are you a quitter?
Unfortunately I am, not on people though. Never on friends

23.Who was the last person you had in your house?

24.Can you speak another language?
Not fluently :(

25.How about you put your legs behind your head?
I'm very inflexible

26.When was the last time you went dancing while under the influence?
A while ago.. I have to be very under the influence.. and the last time I was under the influence was 20th March oh dear I'm so sad

Annie, Annabelle, Fairy feet, niinii, panini, anniebananie, peawea, trouble, bags.

28.Describe what you are wearing in detail?
a strap top, bra, jeans, belt, slippers, pants, earrings, mon necklace, watch, reading band, belly bar... enough? skin

29.What do you think about people who party a lot?
whatever floats your boat.. i sleep a lot

30.Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

31.Are you one of those people who obsesses over Hollister?
over what now?

32.What was the last CD you purchased?
pretty odd.. a few weeks back

33.What are two bands or singers that you will alwys love?
Maximo Park.. Vienna Teng..

34.What of the seven deadly sins are you guilty of?
Envy big time, Gluttony, Wrath, Sloth not Pride or Lust and probs not Greed

35.Did you just have to google the seven deadly sins to see what they were?
Nope, I'm a hard core fma fan :D

36.Where is your favorite place to get coffee?
nowheeeeeere coffee is not good

37.Have you ever been offered a job?

38.Have you ever stolen anything off of a road?
donno actually

39.When was the last time you dyed your hair?

40.Who was the last person you rode in a car with?

41.Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?

42.Miss someone?
yes :(

43.How is your last ex doing?
thinking about his non existence

44.Is there someone you want to fight?


Because I don't want to work..

Lol I'm still counting job work as work which is so stupid seeing as I have loads to do.. lol never mind I'll just do a quiz and fail my Alevels and my life

Garglesnark ahoy~

allo allo, I have not done a quiz in ages :( be proud of me!!!!


I think you all knew that already.......

and happy Panic!'s new album listening to Alex and Lu xx


Summerness, music, sponteneity~

I wish I could drive so much right now because I just wanna go somewhere and do something totally unplanned, I want to drive to a random place on the moor and run around, or go to Cornwall, or turn up at someone's house because I feel so kinda random and good lol (< crap explanation)

Maybe it's just the music that Q radio is playing, or the fact that it is sunny outside and all our windows are open and it feels like summer :D I want it to be summer!!!! Just been looking at photos and listening to summery music and even though I have loads of work I feel suddenly as if there are no restrictions on what we can do.

Do me a favour and during the next couple of days or so do something that makes you feel really happy, or reminds you of something amazing- bake a cake, listen to an album you used to love, look through photos, watch a film that you love but haven't seen in ages- anything that reminds you of who you are.

And Soph and Mel, I do want to come to Japan with you- completely and utterly- not just because we've always wanted to go, but cos we can go together and have fun :D

Haha what happened to the recently relaxed, lazy me? Throw her out the window I feel completely crazy and unbound

Oh dear you do not need to read this lol XD


Be proud of me..

...because Izzy and Iona had a quiz war on myspace, and I ONLY DID ONE OF THEM!! woooooo (there were 5~ lol)


Oh Dears X3

Hmm.. well 


Yeah so I got a phone call from my boss about an hour ago, they're leaving the pub before Easter so I will no longer have a job. It was a bit weird actually cos even though I was gonna stop after Easter anyway I felt really sad :( cos even though they're a bit weird they are nice and have never actually fired me (though I expect that they couldn't fire me cos of my dad lol). That and they put up with me even when I was too scared to talk to them/ their children/ the customers/ other employees excepting Iona and when I couldn't wait tables to save my life so they just told me to chop carrots XD so I guess I could thank them for a lot of things really, except for the times when they didn't feed me any chips so I starved lol 

But yeah in two months or so the chapter of my life that involved working there will be over :( sad eh? I'll kinda miss it, but at least I no longer have to work up the courage to tell them I wanted to quit (lol we even guessed that I would never find it in my heart to tell them so I'd still be working there til the end of August XD ) but on the bright side I will have FREE WEEKENDS!!!

Henyways, other than that (and this damn Spanish coursework that I have to plan/ write one day) life is going pretty good :D just finished "One Hundred Years of Solitude" which was such a good book! I have so many to read though lol and just started on Alice Sebold's new book, which so far is nowhere near as good as "The Lovely Bones".... dammit.

Haha the info about my reading habits was not very interesting for you sorry XD

Ooh and I finished my English :) and thus ends a very stressful few months lol finally

Now I just need an offer or two, anyone wanna offer me a place?



Ack sorreeeee

Hmm.. sorry about all these quizzles that I keep doing, I have no life you see and just fill em out whenever